How To Write Engagement Congradulations

artists crisis

I do not know what it is '_' .... But lately I have no right more joy in my paintings.
Not because it myself not like - to be honest I find myself that I am in recent times improve. I like very much better than before and I can see through my stack of sheets and good if I am one step further.

But I do not know. I have a feeling that others have felt more sooner if they have seen my pictures. And that makes me a little sad ... Or is it that I expect too much?

I do not know if that is understandable. When I draw a picture, I've actually always an intention, and I'm looking forward to the response. If the then fails, only a word or is causing even the contrary, I feel like I had failed. When I should have been better. I am ashamed to even a little bit.

when that happens happens for a picture, always something with my previous view. Sometimes I can look at the image not even then - I just do not like it any more, but find it even terrible. Although it did not help it, I'm finally

the signatories. does not happen with all the images, but many ... An artist who does not like something more for his pictures, this is ridiculous! I feel really stupid.

But I'm sad. Be it family, friends or strangers - lately I've increasingly difficult to get any feedback at all, and I will not get rid of this feeling that I am only on failure that I simply no longer, creating man anything

something to give to my images! Be it joy, anger, sadness, disgust, pleasure, peace, hate, or something else ... If only I could move anything with my pictures in people ... would I have been unspeakably happy. Comments like "Wow," "Where the pretty off" or "ui" I was never so great, because I always had the impression, not really something to have done. I have failed. Maybe I urge my fellow man ... Simple · _ö I always produce in mass. Am I doing too much? But I do but so much fun ... But when others do not have their fun, it makes me not so much fun. sigh.

I strict to me to be better! It is the only thing in which I more or less 'm good. I really want to achieve something. I really want to achieve something with it. If I did not create, I do not know what will become of me ...